Journal Entry #019

Sunday, February 2, 2020

Holy moly, I can’t believe we’re in February already! I, for once, am happy January is over because the last two weeks of January was hell for me. I had a ruptured ovarian cyst and after a week of recovery, I was fine for 3 days and then… I got hit with a stomach bug last Thursday. Luckily, it was only 24 hours but I bailed out on a birthday dinner because I was too scared to eat anything.

Also, January was super expensive because there was 3 birthdays and in February, it’s only Valentine’s Day and Dan’s birthday, and then we should be clear from birthdays and celebrations for a bit.

Last night, I got inspired by an old pal, Chantelle, and attempted my first (blueberry) banana bread. It was as easy as everyone said it was and turned out very yummy!

For those who don’t know, one of my goals for 2020 is to find a new hobby and try it out. I chose baking so I’m slowly getting into baking and trying new recipes.

I’m also a bit frustrated with a friend right now but I’m not going to touch our conversation until she’s in a better head space and reaches out first. I feel trapped and I want to find the confidence to tell her how these conversations makes me feel but I don’t want to add anymore “fuel” to whatever is going on right now. So, please send good vibes that whatever is happening to my friendship with this gal, it gets resolved without it having to turn ugly! I don’t want to make it sound like I cut friendships left and right, but lately, I just feel like my actions are being nitpicked and singled out by this friend that causes me anxiety when I see her name pop up on my screen after a group hang out session.

Anyways, I hope you guys have a fantastic week!

One thought on “Journal Entry #019

  1. Love that you’re working on your goals & baked a banana bread! I’ve actually never tried it with blueberries, that sounds yummy.

    I could totally see why your friend is causing you anxiety. Sending you all the good vibes that everything will be resolved without any drama. ♡


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